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so i skipped skating practice this morning. my eyes hurt terribly and an insane headache added to that...i was definitely staring at the computer for too long.

but i managed to go to work today. plus zemi prep.

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zemi prep=life

at the moment.

christmas around the corner?!

on sunday, i woke up VERY early for skating club off-ice training. luckily, we didnt have do the run because of the rain. but we had to much training and here i am, with a terrible muscle-ache. i cant even go down the stairs properly. after the meeting with the leaders and proctors, i headed to minatomirai to spend the day with my favorite girls, junko and shiho, plus this time, ryo came around and joined us.

we chatted at the pie place baffy's which just opened in sakuragicho. gosh, ryo is way too hilarious. but his hallucinations are logical. but i mean, how can hallucinations be logical? i thought they were supposed to be exorbitant.

anyway, so after chatting we just walked around the perfect dating route in one of my favorite cities in all of japan. akarenga warehouse was lightened up and was stunning. but i guess not a place to go with three girls and one guy...haha and the ferris wheel is always romantic.

so that's what happened yesterday...and today i became a total social dropout and faced the laptop screen for 12 continuous hours to work on my zemi presentaion. it didnt go anywhere...i still have a loooooong way to go before the 26th.

my eyes hurt, my muscle-ache is terrifying, my shoulders are stiff, and i got this terrible headache. i'm sorry but i cannot go to tomorrow morning's practice.

week off!!

i have a week off from class because of the mita festival!! today was my first day off, but somehow i ended up being in mita for the skating club meeting in which practically no one showed up. nonsense!! nuts!! i definitely dont have a place to belong at the club this moment. i feel that my zemi friends are the closest and that's where i want to be. i dont really want to think about the keio skating team. i dont want to be captain either. but maybe i have to be, who knows.

after the meeting i had work 13:15 to 21:30. there was barely any customer. of course, it's wednesday. bleh.

tomorrow, i'll be in mita media all day long time start or perhaps finish my preparation for zemi presentation. ill probably get scolded by mr tatsumi for not spending enough time on my research, but i have an excuse. ive got OTHER stuff i have to do (like having fun lol)

omg, it's already 1am and i think i seriously need to go to bed.

mt takao, seminars, clubbing and such

wow, i havent written here for over a week!! so much happened since the last time i wrote here!

on sunday the 8th, i, along with shiho, yukirin, chimin, and 3 guys went to climb mount takao. IT WAS A BLAST! it was my first time meeting two of the guys, but we got along really well. it was a tough way to the top of the mountain, but seeing the beautiful scenery from there was gorgeous. the soba we had there was great too.

and i've been going to seminars for job huning lately. i went to one for detusche bank, sumitomo corporation, i also went to have a talk with ms. morita, a skating club OG. now i have a clue of where i want to be in april 2011!!!!

on friday the 13th, i went out clubbing in roppongi with ami and her french friend. it was my first time clubbing. the worst part is that i had to catch the last train home. i got home around 1:30am and my mom went totally ballistic. not fun! the clubbing part was all right. there was this really annoying guy that just kept bugging me and tried to put his arm around my waist. he was gross. but other than that, it was fun. but maybe, clubbing isnt my thing. i'd rather spend my friday evenings chatting with my friends at starbucks, having dinner at a "normal" place, or just facebooking or something like that. i thought that once is enough already. i'm not sure if i want to go do it again. but if i were to go again, i want to spend the whole night clubbing to see what real clubbing is actually like.

starting tomorrow, i have a week off from school because of the mita festival. YAY YAY YAY! i have go to get working to prepare for my zemi presentation which is coming up on the 26th, my second day back in class. i havent done a thing yet. oh well.

marui sunshine bazaar!

today my mom and i went heading to ikebukuro to shop at the marui sunshine bazaar in ikebukuro.

i bought this adorable sheepskin boots. the outside design is black and white fur...it looks like cow boots! lol

halloween party

so i never posted the pictures from the halloween party. i had a fun time doing "halloween in english" at a nearby cultural institution. the little girls/boys are way too cute in their costumes!!!!

fun day!!

craziness at disneyland Oct '09

i spent an amazing day at tokyo disneyland with my zemi girls! they skipped classes to spend the day together!!! luv my girls!!! disneyland was all decorated...HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!
shizuka, me, and mayumi with the cinderella castle in the back

we went on the new monster's inc ride.

I had the most amazing time there!!! Recently, i've been feeling that i don't have a place to belong. skating club is just screwed with problems and conflicts, i only meet people once a week cuz i dont take classes that meet more than once a week, my life's just been a mess. But i finally feel like i have a place to be: in my zemi!!! everyones so nice.

we have to do something together again soon!!!!

same old wednesday...

so today was tony's nuclear scavenger hunt test and i totally blew it. it's not like i did horribly, but i know i didn't get a perfect score. is my expectation too high? definitely no. that test was supposed to be a piece of cake.

tomorrow's the seminar for German Bank. i hope it'll be fun.

night!

same old tuesday...?

today's a holiday in japan. i found out today it's called "cultural day." while everyone has a day off from school and work, i worked at PLAZA 9:30 to 5:30. there were hardly anyone there and i bored myself totally.

after work, i stopped by at UNIQLO to do a little bit of shopping and then walked back home in those extremely uncomfortable sheepskin boots...(WHY I WANT UGG BOOTS SO BAD!)

and i had lots of business to do once i got home...! homework which i left unattended till just this past second, plus a few application forms for winter internships which took LOTS of time...and cleaning my room...digging out my comfy blanket for tonight because it's getting seriously cold these days....and just insignificant business i had to complete by tomorrow.

i'm ready to go to bed though, after i finish my cup of hot chocolate.

night night night!

i woke up this morning at 8:30 to get to work on time. christmas season is around the corner so the shop is now all decorated with santa claus, snowman, red ribbons, and reindeer.

however though, there is no such thing as christmas for me this year...i'll be busy with job hunting and studying for finals!! ahhh i'm dreading december and january!!!

anyway, tomorrow is work and back to school on wednesday!!

and it's getting awfully cold these days. i need my fleece pjs!!

finally

my competition is FINALLY over!!! it went pretty well. i got 4th in the free skate and 1st in the interpretive division.

I'M SO RELIEVED to get that competition out of the way!!!!! november is going to be a month of job hunting, eating properly, exercising, working out properly, and dieting properly. notice that skating practice isn't on the list? i've had enough of it and need a little time off.

today was just a day to chill at home...but i wanted to eat tonkatsu sooo bad that i decided to go to lalaport with my mom. i ended up buying a really posh looking pair of boots (camel colored), a really dressy one piece dress, OPI nail polish, and again, a really posh looking dressy coat!! i'm really content with my shopping business today!! i had more i wanted, but i asked my credit card and he said no more.

tomorrow is work at PLAZA 9:30 to 5:30. and back to school 1st period on tuesday!

FUUUUUCKKKKK!!!!!!!

gosh, life can be so unfair...and guys are such idiots.
who expected that he's been together with his girlfriend since ages ago? why didnt i know about this and what advantage does he have in not telling me? it absolutely makes no sense. i feel like such a dork for trying everything i can to be closer to him and be the right girl for him.

but u know what? i'm not going to allow him to mess with my life anymore. i think 3 years is enough!!!

絶対負けない！！！！

job hunting seminars

i went to two seminars today...mitsui and sumitomo corporation. it was definitely worth taking time to get myself over there. it really motivated me!!!!

i got off in toyosu and decided to stop by at the taiyo-no-tomato-men!!! it was delicious!!

i again have a seminar tomorrow. i'll go practice beforehand, then off to work after the seminar! busy busy busy!

i love uni

i feel so so so much better!!! just seeing my friends and talking stuff made me feel like things will go okay afterall. my mistake was having mondays and fridays off...because that's four days away from school per week...too much time away from my girls!! arrrgh

anyway, i obviously missed 1st period old english today. i don't think i'll ever go :P oh well who cares anyway? :P

it's almost 11pm...g2g sleep! night night!

UGH

i just dont feel good about myself. i feel inconfident, screwed, and messed up for the last couple of weeks. that hasnt changed at all. i feel like everything will end in failure! ive got to change the way i think or else i really WILL end up failing on everything.

anyway, the drama series, tokyo dogs started today. hiro mizushima was absolutely hot and the story seems pretty darn interesting! they shot a part of it in nyc which really excited me!! it's a serious story, including the mafia and drug etc, but the comedy parts between hiro and shun oguri mitigates the seriousness and blends in very well. cant wait for next week's broadcast!

messed up

i'm so screwed...!! i'm totally muddled with complete mess right now. my life seem like crap and i feel like garbage.

its not like theres anything wrong with my life...there isnt anything spectacular either, but there's basically nothing to worry about but i feel like crap and wrong for just existing on this planet.

no classes today!

classes are canceled!!! how SPECTACULAR is that???

i'm going back to sleep :)

NIGHT NIGHT!!!



missing my zemi girls though!

happy news!

i missed first period old english this morning...just couldnt get myself outa bed!! ugh.

everything else went fairly well. i got my OPI nail polish that my friend bought for me in california:) but omg, i have to read "my contraband". my presentation is in 6 days and i've yet to get started on anything.

tomorrow is dinner with erika in shibuya and friday is disneyland with my zemi girls!!


and OMG, yea, my TOEIC score went up by 20 points!!!! wooo hooooooo!! i'm definitely going to score perfect in november.

airline seminar

i went to the airline study forum today. i can't apply for cabin crews because i'm not tall enough...but that's okay, like i wanted to become a CA anyway. everything was incredibly helpful...lots of precious and important information were given.

after the seminar, i stopped in shibuya at the new h&m and did some shopping. (i finally know where it is!!!! last time i went, my friend and i totally got lost!)

a new week starts tomorrow...gonna have to get on working hard again.

start of school :)

i havent written here for a month! wow.
my summer finally ended. even though skating camp was crap, zemi camp and hawaii was way too AWESOME! love my zemi girls! (and guys)
i'm back in college, back on track, and back having a blast with my friends. but busy semester coming ahead, with zemi presentation, tests, skating, and job hunting adding to all of that. but i think i'm strong enough to get through everything.

i got new pumps for job hunting today! they were EXPENSIVE but i need to feel comfortable in good shoes. tomorrow's the airline seminar. i'm not sure if i want to work at airline companies, but i'll see.

gonna work really hard!

so i finished packing for skating camp, finally. and i finished my resume for the zemi presentation. i've got to write the script...and that's what takes time.

anyhow,
I declare here that starting this month, I'm going to leave no room for compromise. I'll try everything I can possibly do to implement the things I plan to do, and I won't settle for anything either.

I've had a rather dull life this summer. I was just basically doing stuff that were completely meaningless. I think it's time now to change my way of life, and living it in a convincing way so that I can feel content.

new start!

so it's already september and i thought i might start a blog of my own. hopefully, i'll update it every once in a while.

my summer's been exceedingly awesome. i'm pretty sure it can't get any better. summer sonic 09 was a total blast. but the rest is just working and chilling. i havent really done anything stimulating, but that's okay.

i'm at mita media right now doing prep for my zemi presentation. ahhhh it seems like it's never going to end!

i've been here for nearly 7 hours...

but this is it for the day. i'm coming back here tomorrow to actually finish preparing!

and skating club camp is starting in two days...arrgh so much to do, so much to think about!!!