today was an awesome day and a horrible day all at once. first of all, my neck aches like insane. the left side's weird. i think i pulled a muscle or something. doctor told me it wasn't a disjoint so that was good news. but i cant really move my neck up, down, right, nor left. ouch.

i got my resume done for NHK educational. i really really hope i pass! and i also got a call from mitsubishi UFJ bank and toky marine and i get to go to the interview!!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!!

i think hings are finally starting to head to the right direction. i feel so much better about myself, my life, and my future. there's nothing i can't do!!! GO ME!!

today was my first day at work this month! i just could resist not working more...my life's way too hectic already with skating and job hunting. anyhow, i went to see a recruiter for Sumitomo Mitsui Bank. it was quite an experience. i have to study harder. a lot harder.

and mr. n is amazing. i was reeeaaaalllly down about everything, especially with the skating club and how a lot of people were very incorporative this spring having to do with making the skating team better. as a matter of fact, they don't practice enough. they can't even attend the two weekly practices. what's the point of them of being a part of the skating team? haha, i know it's not funny, but i can't stop laughing. they're definitely way out of my hands. anyway, so i somehow decided i emailed mr. n and he replied and his words made me feel so much better. now i think i could have confidence in myself, because i'm a CAPTAIN afterall. there's nothing to be scared of.

argh

so i was at home the whole day besides going out to buy some delicious cake and ice cream at a nearby place. i got practically nothing underway. i still got so much stuff left to do. argh. and i failed that test for shueisha. FUCK! only if i was able to actually go to the interview and say something!!!! mad mad mad!!! but oh well. i still have loads of tests and interviews still to come.


anyway, tomorrow's practice is cancelled because theres gonna be way too many people at the rink and its dangerous. and you know what, its starting to get annoying how she asks me to check everything after she gets her part done. i mean, making those records and organizing the data are HER business and not mine. if she thinks she's got them done correctly, i dont mind and i dont care. i only want to thank her for getting it done. but it takes one to know one! she's busy. so am i. she's not the only one whos busy. i have my own business to get done as well. otagaisama...

ugh, im tired...i've got stuff to get done. blehhh

gee i'm busy!

i've been so busy the past month. there are just too many resumes to write and too many seminars and too many (well maybe not yet) interviews. i'm starting to get a bit tired and exhausted from all the job hunting business surrounding me. bleh.

anyway, i met two recruiters last week. i don't really understand this "recruiter system" in japan. is it like a back door admission to an enterprise or does it just make getting in to a company a little easier? it's so mysterious.

yesterday, i went to take a test for shueisha, which was a complete question mark. it's not a kind of test where if you study, you score high. it asks us EVERYTHING. i mean, EVERYTHING, from music, sports, politics, history, entertainment, fashion....i mean, who expected abercrombie and fitch, kitson, cher, and ugg to be on a shueisha entrance test? it's ridiculous. but english, obviously, was a piece of cake for me!!!!

anyhow, he's back from india safely, and it seems like i can hear some very interesting (but somewhat scary) stories of his journey. but when am i going to see him? that is my biggest question and concern. i have to come up with a very persuasive excuse/reason for seeing him. maybe i'll ask him to check my resumes if they're all right.