UGH

i just dont feel good about myself. i feel inconfident, screwed, and messed up for the last couple of weeks. that hasnt changed at all. i feel like everything will end in failure! ive got to change the way i think or else i really WILL end up failing on everything.

anyway, the drama series, tokyo dogs started today. hiro mizushima was absolutely hot and the story seems pretty darn interesting! they shot a part of it in nyc which really excited me!! it's a serious story, including the mafia and drug etc, but the comedy parts between hiro and shun oguri mitigates the seriousness and blends in very well. cant wait for next week's broadcast!